Oh My Woes
ordinary joe
[info]jeza_red
I made a mistake of having a personal opinion on tumblr... 

I should have known better>_> 

Still, another learning experience under my belt. 

Instead of sleeping like a normal person...
hiding
[info]jeza_red
...I am playing with illustrations for my fanfic=_= 

Judge me. 


 
Bosomy rusalka Olga is mine. Angsty Nuada is notXD Unicorn is ther just BECAUSE. 

And John. Poor, purehearted John.



There's a glitch in the SYSTEM...
Jawn
[info]jeza_red
Because it's like that. Every project I have a little choice on is contemplated, agonized about and thought out in the detail. I spend DAYS thinking about it and make decisions formed on an unshakable set of conditions and reasons. 

And then I walk to meet with my chosen collaborator for the project (chosen via mentioned agonizing and despair) and 20 steps from the place I see a window display and think "Hm, this is interesting..."

And now I have new collaborator. New collaborator I choose in 2 seconds of looking at a window display. 

This is my life in a pill - long hours of agony swept under a carpet the moment a wild idea appears. 

Maybe I'll just stop planning at all? It never works out anyway >____> 

Not that I end up worse at the end. Not that I mind. Just... I don't like wasting precious agonizing time, you know? Angst is expensive, it costs emotions!

...yeah XD

I am THIS CLOSE to snapping.
Mjolnir
[info]jeza_red
University sucks. 

Two days before handing in projects? Staples's system crashes and I can't print one of them. 

Workbooks in A3? Six of them will cost over 100 pounds to print and bind. Nice, ain't it? 

Work gets on my back like a fucking slavedriver. 

This is slowly turning out to be not worth the hassle. 

Perfection
epic shit
[info]jeza_red
It was perfest. 

Flawless. 

I actually think that the first ep of 2nd season of Sherlock was flawless. Yeah, shoot me. Even if the tagged-on ending was a little bit over the top, the rest made up for it. 

Camera work was, as always, incredible, beautiful takes, scenes buttonned up to the top. 

Jim and his entirely fitting ringtone stole the show for meXD This is the best cop-out I've ever seen. I know people expected drama and explosions, but I wouldn't change a bit. This is Jim to the T - changable, just as he's warned. Dramatic to a fault. Easily distracted. Terrifying. My favourite psycho at work. Why wouldn't he let them go? It's all in the game after all. 

Sherlock and John fell into that calm (as much as possible) domescity and now work as real equals. No more John tagging after Sherlock as an amazed spectator - he stands on his own now and it empowers him greatly. 

I heard an opinion that him teaming up with Mycroft made him sort of a 'lapdog' but I can't disagree more. What I see here is a natural conclusion of Season 1. John bought Sherlock with the whole inventory - violin, mess and an overprotective older brother. And an awarness that the younger Holmes is a piece of work. I don't see John doing Mycroft's bidding - they're working as a team now, as much as John and Sherlock work as a team. John, Mrs Hudson and Mycroft created this kind of a safety net around Sherlock that really saves him in this episode - where most of what he thought about himself gets turned upside down. They know he's naive in some ways and needs looking after.

Mycroft in this ep charmed me. That powerful, lonely man who tries to keep all ends together. And the bro-relations he's got with Sherlock are marvelous.

"Have you ever wondered if there's something wrong with us?"

I have a feeling that boys are not the same in this aspect - Sherlock is unable to feel some things. Mycroft might have 'made' himself immune on purpose.

And Irene. Oh God, Irene! She was marvelous! I didn't expect her to be so good. Shrewd and strong, but still human, still afraid and feeling. And gay - which is amazing when her convo with John comes about. Arguably the best part of the whole ep. Sherlock is loved, because he's Sherlock, not because he's a man. Marvelous.

And, she obviously ships them boysXD Which is fine in my opinion.

Can't wait for the second ep, see what Gatiss has in store for us. And I slightly dread the third one, but I hope that Thompson will pick up his game with the season finali. 

    

Życzenia!
Mjolnir
[info]jeza_red
Wesołych Świąt Wilki!!!

Thor fanfic fill: Victory
Mjolnir
[info]jeza_red
Fill for the prompt on [info]norsekink 

Title: Victory
Pairing: N/A, Thor and Loki annoying one another
Rating: for kiddies
Reason for this Madness: Becaue I LOVE writing frantic!Loki so muchXD
In short: During Loki vs Avengers fight Thor suprisingly saves Loki's back from the attack of a third party wanting the Trickster out of the way. Loki is not amused. 

Prompt here: http://norsekink.livejournal.com/3231.html?thread=7395999#t7395999
 

Read more... )


DAT THING WON'T STOP!!!
regis
[info]jeza_red
Fullstory:

STOP PLEASE STOP 

New loves: yeah
Mjolnir
[info]jeza_red
 1. Thor.
 
I fell in love with this movie (thanks to beautiful Chris Hemsworth and Tom Hiddleston^_^) and characters. Pretty much my piece of cake - two brothers smashing the shit out of each other because they love each other too much to let the other one forget about them/live their own life. And norse gods? And the latest arc with Kid!Loki being in serious hero worship with his older bro? I am bought^_^ 

Yes, they are this PERFECT for their roles*__*

2. Adele

Now, this is fairly new for me, because I HATE soul=___= I hate it with passion. But I fing her voice amazing, her songs strangely soothing and God, is she pretty*___* Some called her "New Amy Winehouse" and I am all "Pfffff! Get that trainwreck out of my eyes, asappleasethankyou!" I know it's cruel thing to say, but I will not miss Amy - her voice was barely okay in my book and her scenic persona repulsed me. 
Adele, on the other hand... Just THIS!


3. Captain America.

Maybe not the captain himself - he was pretty and all no problem, but God, Howard Stark is my new hero XD  His sonny has NOTHING on him, besides being less sympathetic>_> Howie wins by the lenght of his suspenders and red overcoat*__*

Oh Howie, my man*__* 

Święto!
Mjolnir
[info]jeza_red
 Cieszmy się i radujmy, najmilsi, oto updejtnęłam Wishmastera *pada zemdlona* 

Coraz więcej mem hamulców moralnych przed skończeniem tej historii >___>

You are viewing [info]jeza_red's journal